Halloween crept backwards over a week. There was a party on the 23^rd, Seamus’s school parade on the 28^th, Booker’s the 29^th, and one in the neighborhood on the 30^th. Booker had plenty of time to develop costume envy, realizing Seamus’s Indiana Jones whip, hat and leather jacket were much cooler than his store-bought Batman.

The week was spent alternately sharing and feuding over Indy’s appurtenances. Seamus bore it as well as could be expected, happy just to have Booker playing with him, even if it meant giving up the whip for a while. The whip itself managed to hold out just through Halloween itself, snapping in half at its first November use, mid-morning on the 1^st.

In a last-minute flurry of enthusiasm for Halloween merchandising, the boys accompanied Jussara to the mall on the morning of the 31^st. They made up for it by spending the rest of the daylight (that is, pre-party at Finn and Ray’s, pre-trick-or-treat) hours up a tree, either in front of our house or in front of Max’s. It was in one of those moments, poised on a branch, his whip curled around the trunk, that Seamus informed me, “We saw stuffed animals that fought at the mall.”

I thought this unwholesome, and said so. Stuffed animals should not be fighting. Not fighting, he said, stuffed animals that fought.

They do what?

They fawt. But nothing comes out.

Oh. Now I understand. They fawt. Although I think he actually means that they buwp.

Tennessee Delights

Into the Pool, Into the Night

One thing those in the know know is that I have imposed unreasonable expectations on Booker’s progress in the water. I wouldn’t say that I demanded that he swim perfect backstroke at age three. But I assumed that from the very start he would love swimming as much as I did as a child, and so I threw him in the drink at any opportunity, cold or hot, deep or shallow, salty or sweet, and was indignantly incredulous when he protested repeatedly.



He may have forgotten—but I have not—that, upon surveying the wide variety of aquatic behaviors on view at Lake Powell two years ago, he sagely observed, “Not all adults get angry when kids can’t swim.” Ouch.

Actually, what he said was, “Nem todos os adults get angry quando kids can’t swim,” because that was the mixture of Portuguese and English that came naturally to him in those days, when, after all, he was not much more than four.

Now he speaks mostly English, but remained profoundly ambivalent about swimming until well into this summer. One might say strategically ambivalent, if one were so inclined. We signed him up for “pre-team” with the amazing Coach Dale at the start of the summer, but he dropped out after two rain-soaked weeks. It looked like it was not to be.

But then we enrolled him in an easier group lesson, and the sun came out, and things changed. It took four weeks of lessons, but by the end of the session he was leaving his classmates in his churning wake and looking for new challenges.

He swam the 25 meters freestyle in his first meet last Wednesday, and he did not come in last. He competed again this Wednesday, and finished solidly mid-pack in the three heats of 8-and-under boys. He is now officially a Rock Creek Fin, just in time for the end of the season.

And he is now eager to get back in the water any chance he gets. Perhaps it was not so easy to swim while dragging around his father’s baggage.


I never had many illusions of molding Seamus. I am just trying to survive him and exercise some slight restraining influence. Tantrums have been plentiful lately, usually food or bedtime related, the most furious food-and-bedtime related. I am not entirely sure how, but the “nighttime snack” somehow became an institution in our household, a concession difficult to repeal. Occasionally Seamus will half-wake in the middle of the night, grousing, “I diyunt det my nighttime snat!”

If he had his way, he would subsist entirely on yogurt, graham crackers, bread with honey, bread with molasses, bread with cinnamon sugar and the occasional pretzel. To be honest, if he had his way he would subsist entirely on juice, but that really is out of the question. And sometimes we do insist that he eat some kind of balanced meal, your standard meat-and-two, withholding all of the above preferred items until the real business of dinner is completed.

Last week one of these struggles went well past normal “nighttime snack” hours. Booker was already in bed (dreaming of backstroke, no doubt), and Seamus still had not touched the pot roast, potatoes and carrots that had been so delicious at seven and looked, admittedly, hideous at nine.

Instead, he demanded yogurt, standing in the refrigerator—in fact attempting to climb into the inner recesses of the refrigerator—with such a sense of outraged entitlement that Mary was forced to carry through on her threat to give the yogurt to the neighbors. Meaning, of course, that she quickly marched out the front door, deposited the yogurt next to the doorstep, and came back in.

She had only had to resort to this mechanism once previously, about eighteen months ago, when Booker really could not let go of the idea of having a bowl of Nutella and nothing else for his dinner. On that occasion, we found the jar of Nutella behind one of the the bushes the next morning, where a band of ravenous squirrels had dragged it and had just succeeded in gnawing through the top when I deprived them of their hard-earned treasure.

So this time we knew we had to get the yogurt back from “the neighbors” before heading to bed ourselves. Seamus wanted to take care of matters for us.

He squalled and wrestled, declaring “I’m gonna go into the night and det that yodut from the neighbuzz! I'm gonna go into the night!”

It is so hard to be stern when you can’t keep a straight face.

Eventually he settled down and ate enough of the re-re-re-re-heated pot roast for all of us to claim some kind of dignity, and to retrieve the yogurt.

And then, on the other hand, there were the occasions when we would just strap him into the Britax and hope he calmed down somewhere on the road between here and wherever it became necessary to travel.



But that is all over now. Because we just gave the Britax away, and moved him up to a booster seat with a much easier seatbelt, one he can unclick himself. We are optimistic that it won’t take him too much longer to grow into this emotionally than it did physically.

Eternal Summer

Watching Booker over the first half of his summer vacation, it is hard to conclude that public school as it currently exists is anything other than a grim correctional facility where we send children to be restrained and molded into semi-productive drones.



Only now, in contrast to the exuberant bloom of summer, are the afternoon tempests of the school year recognizable for what they were—not merely the symptoms of enervation following a stimulating day, but the understandable reaction to a slow institutional crushing of the spirit.



Please, make no attempt to insist that the lad’s education is at stake. Education? Why, what could be more enriching than a morning picking blueberries on an exurban farm (one of the last not turned into condominia in the boom before the crash). Why this is education, I say: hands in the rich soil, succulent fruit ripening in the blazing sun, and a bucket of hard-earned gains destined for that richest reward, blueberry-lemon tart.


And this, I say, is true recess and recreation: the exhilaration of the season’s brisk baptism beneath its scorching glare. The body itself responds, stretching, rising, yearning.


Until August, that is. Then, at least some of us will begin longing once more for the spirit-crushing institution to open its doors once more....

What Would Leaf Do?

About six months ago Granda bestowed upon the boys a pair of hand puppets, one a hamster, the other a white mouse. Neither boy showed any interest in them at the time. After Booker’s brief fascination with Meerkat Manor, he returned to the world of machines and has rarely paid attention to any animal unless one threatens to bite his ankle. As for Seamus, we were grateful that he showed no interest in tormenting small animals, but that seemed to be the most we had any right to expect.


Then last week, casting about for any means of distracting the lad from an impending tantrum, I chanced upon the puppets, thrust a hand into each, and began a conversation between the two in suitably high-pitched, squeaky voices. He was transfixed. Hamster and Ratinho immediately became his favorite playthings, with the requirement that I take the role of Hamster, and he take Ratinho. Hamster’s consuming envy of Ratinho’s long tail and big ears clearly made him the more desirable avatar.

To call this the inauguration of a rich interior world would be an exaggeration, at least at this point. Dialogue between Hamster and Ratinho rarely gets beyond,
—“Oh, Ratinho, será que você realmente vai comer tooooodo esse queijo?”
—“Sim! I am going to eat up all that queijo!”
—“Tudo bem, então eu vou comer esse gergelim....”



But still, it indicated that although ferocious appetite for whatever is coming next and willful impulse remain his most apparent attributes, there is something more percolating somewhere in his imagination.



Further evidence of this transition came days later, when Seamus started talking about Leaf. Leaf was a friend he met at the playground.

—When?
—The other day, with Oscar.
—Was Leaf big or small?
—Big...but not that big.
—How old is Leaf?
—Leaf is three years old, a big boy.
—What did Leaf look like?
—Like a boy.

And when was it, exactly, that you met Leaf? On pizza day. Ok, well, where does Leaf live? He lives way way far away in downtown Silver Spring. Downtown Silver Spring? But that’s not far away, that’s just around the corner. No, the other downtown Silver Spring. Near the airport. No, near the museum.

—Really, which museum?
—The Museum of National.
—The Museum of National what?
—The Museum of National hussafuzz.....

—The Air and Space Museum?
—No, the Museum of National hmmmpppmm.
—The National Building Museum?
—No! The Museum of National!

Seamus and I spent Saturday morning wandering around looking for Leaf’s house. I contended that if we went to the playground near the library, Leaf might appear. Seamus was skeptical, and vindicated by Leaf’s continued absence. We decided to decamp to another playground, nearer the Museum of National.

—Leaf will be so happy when he sees us! We will bring him this water bottle.
—Maybe Leaf will be at the pool?
—No! He doesn’t like the pool!

As we drive aimlessly east of Silver Spring, Seamus spies another playground.

—There! I think that is the playground near Leaf’s house!

Leaf did not show. I think we just missed him.



Waiting for Leaf.

Don't tall me bonito

The Skuut is dead, long live the sprint frog. Seamus’s beloved Skuut bit the dust last week. Out for our usual morning constitutional, I heard the left front strut splinter just as Seamus came off the curb onto Porter Rd. There was nothing particularly violent about this last curb vault—it was just the cumulative stress of months of vigorous riding that finally revealed the true characteristics of a cheap Shanghai knockoff masquerading as a sturdy Scandinavian steed. No matter: within minutes I was googling away, looking for the least expensive replacement, which turned out to be the spring frog, as pictured. Luckily, the frog, and not the princess, came in at the lowest bid. He has in the past claimed to like green.



The new mount is quicker and higher-strung than the old, but Seamus tamed her in an afternoon.


And once again, the future is boundless.

Oi Sim Sim Sim, Oi Não Não Não

We were graced with a visit from Uncle Sean, Aunt Minou and Dexter last week, a quick stop on their way to North Carolina. Dexter regaled us with a Haydn theme, while I played with the scale model of the Capitol that Aunt Minou and Uncle Sean had bestowed upon Booker for his birthday. Everything seemed briefly civilized.


Then Booker had a moment to show off his keyboard skills, hunting and pecking Lightning McQueen in an endless youtube search. His kinpudr taym, as he renders it, is sacred.


The next day was Booker’s birthday party, once again at Wheaton Regional Park. Seamus, tilting headlong against the towering silver maples, emerged miraculously unscathed.


Mary’s cakes, a perfection of confection, of course.


Booker no doubt wishing for Mack, the big semi from Cars. For the first time, we have become the pawns of the evil empire’s merchandising strategies. We are bombarded daily with requests from both boys for more Cars paraphernalia. The flurry of birthday gifts, including more of the expensive little vehicles than any reasonable adult would imagine to exist, assuaged this pressure only briefly.

Y., Booker’s capoeira instructor, captivated the baixinhos, and soon had them all singing “Oi sim sim sim, Oi não não não,” the most basic capoeira corrido.


Throwing a capoeira party and inviting only your friends who have never before played capoeira turns out to be a great way to pass for a martial arts prodigy.